DEEP

All music and words: Tomas Brun

01 They

How can they say?
All the things ment to degrade you to the bone
How will they play?
All the games made up to make you stand alone

In the end you will remain
In the end you will regain
In the end you'll seize your pain

How do you feel?
Deep inside you lies a strength you've always known
No, no, no, it's not for real
In the darkness you will grow within your soul

In the end you will remain
In the end you will regain
In the end you'll seize your pain

02 Rain

Play with the stars
While the world is closing in
The pouring pain
Desperation wonderland
To dark to see it coming
To far to see a light
Tonight

Down down the ledge
While the walls are falling in
A silent scream
Condemnation boulevard
To dark to see it coming
To far to see a light
Tonight

And the rain
Keeps falling down
Rain
Keeps falling down
Rain
Keeps falling down
On me

One final strike
And my soul disintegrate
One last goodnight
Dawning of an endless fight

And now I see it coming
Can see the golden light
Tonight

03 White Trash Queen

Suburb beauty queen
Living an ordinary life
Darkened eyes filled with another year
Another lonely day

Blurry teenage dreams
Didn't turn out very well
Is your rebel soul still there?

What do you dream of?
What are you dreaming of nowadays?
What do you dream of?
What are you dreaming of nowadays?

Foxy white trash queen
Reaching out towards the sun
Fading signs of burning attitude and
boldness in her skin

Concrete boulevards
Never ment to be a home
Is your fragile soul still gone?

What do you dream of?
What are you dreaming of nowadays?
What do you dream of?
What are you dreaming of nowadays?
Is your rebel soul still there?

04 Pure

Scent of musk and orchids drive me all insane
Palish skin in tones of barley in september rain
Every single touch like broken sheets of silk
Every silent breath like dancers on my trembling lips

I need to dive into your eyes
I wanna taste your white flesh
It's like a dark communion
Like a sweet reunion

Luring innocence in white and vibrant bloom
Sparkling blueish lightnings float across the crowded rooms
Always curious for the dark in every move
So immaculate, never ending truth

I need to drown in your embrace
I wanna melt in your arms
It's like a dark communion
Like a sweet reunion

05 Into Your Darkness

When you look at me I see
Shards of darkness in your eyes
I stand before your fences, defences

Black velvet of the past
Things that didn't really last
Burning in your soul

Let me into your darkness now
I'll make it pale
I'll make it fade
Let me into your darkness now
I'll make it fade

And again you smile at me
With a scar inside your heart
You are my resurrection, perfection

Your affliction speaks to me
Like noone has before
Gloominess and bliss

Let me help you reach the light tonight
Only I can make this right

06 Stains

One more betrayal like a chill over my spine
One more deceit that will not leave my empty consciousness tonight

Another nightmare bathe in blueish city lights
One more escape, another revolutionary thought

It's not too late now
It's just a step away
I'm gonna break this
I'm gonna wipe my stains

One true illusion burns like bleach inside my eyes
Another evening filled with suicidal tendencies

Another fight with no surrender in my mind
One more well known and all predicted personality defeat

07 Eternity

Cover my eyes
The sun is burning fiery
Cover my skin
The ink is fading

Cover my dreams
Of lovers sweet eternity
Cover my death
Release the darkness now

Run

When the night is shading
And the moon possessing
Here is my escape
Into the starlit land

My sanguine desire
Everlasting thirst
Taking over now
Can you feel the fire now?

08 Grey

Grey is the food you eat
Grey is the crowd you meet
Grey is your favorite drink
Grey is the way you think
Grey is your latest hack
Grey is the girl you fuck
Grey is the drug you take
Grey is the cash you fake

In the searing sky
Every soul is black
In the bloodred light
Our dreams fade out

Beneath the crimson sky
Every soul is black
In the bloodred light
Our dreams fade out

Grey is the place you live
Grey is the love you give
Grey is your every lie
Grey is the way you die
Grey is the life you lead
Grey are the news you read
Grey is your point of view
Grey the blood you drew

09 Hate Is The Drug

Intoxicated
By white pale flesh
Emasculated
By blinded mice of dignity
Humiliated
By human race
Emancipated
By hot sweet needles in my veins

Hate is the drug
That runs inside of me
Hate is the drug
That makes me whole
Hate is the drug
It's overtaking me
I didn't chose the drug
The drug chose me

Misestimated
By judging eyes
Quite complicated
But still so liberated
Incarcerated
Inside our golden cages
Slightly degraded
By righteousness

And in the shadows...

10 Enjoy

Enjoy my darkness
When your senses fade

Enjoy my darkness
When you feel afraid

Enjoy my darkness
When you need a guide

Enjoy my darkness
When I'm deep inside

Enjoy my darkness
In the shade of night

Enjoy my darkness
In a bloody fight

Enjoy my darkness
When I silently kill

Enjoy my darkness
For each and every thrill

Enjoy my darkness
When I strap your hands

Enjoy my darkness
And my dark demands

Enjoy my darkness
When you feel the pain

Enjoy my darkness
When you scream in vain

Enjoy my darkness
Touching my hellfire

Enjoy my darkness
Touching your desires

Enjoy my darkness
When you close the deal

Enjoy my darkness
For each and every kill

11 Uncertainty

Right on the line
I'm gonna stand here tall
When it comes to this things
It ain't easy to fall

Searing cold
Is coming over me
In your life's cul-de-sac
It ain't easy to see

Reliving my own uncertainty
Relieving my own uncertainty
Leaving my own uncertainty

Two steps forward
Gliding two steps back
When a mountain's to steep
And you're all out of luck

Paying off
My conscience penalty
I have payed all my dues
Reaching amenity

Reliving my own uncertainty
Relieving my own uncertainty
Leaving my own uncertainty

12 Jealous Demons

You think you mean well
You want to understand
Thinking there's a world between us
Certainly

You think you do alright
You think you comprehend
In the end I'll be the master
Of this game

This is who I am
So just let me fight
No more mental crucifixions
No more reverent dejection

This is what I am
Who I am inside
Gotta justify the demons
In my mind

You think you've found the line
To be the greatest man
Feeling just a little better
Than the crowd

You think you got away
You think you've saved your face
In the end you will be stranded
With the shame

13 Cyanide

I close my eyes now
Invite the darkness
To my lungs
To my vains

The mist surrounds me
A yellow penetrating moist
On my skin

Cyanide

Too late for regrets
I need to leave now
With my ghosts
With my sins

No absolution
The wicked never rest
Beyond
The light

Cyanide

Here comes the anguish
I feel it burning
In my blood
In my brain

My dedication
Your sweet solution
It's the end
My last friend

14 Deep Within Me

Deep within me
The demon wakes tonight
A resurrection
A dark, eternal light

Deep within me
I'm deep inside of you
A bold reflection
Bloody bodies in perfection

Deep within me
The story's always true
A satisfaction
The new invented rule

Deep within me
The end is deep below
A revelation
Spiral ladder condemnation